For The Time Being

by Endeavour

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1.
Definite 03:28
If I could undo what I did And unsay what I said Would you let me make your bed again And lie in it with me It's been so long since you took away the pain Won't you lie in it with me Every time that we were together I could smell the scent of forever And god help me I'm begging if you're not waiting in heaven Just send me to hell then It used to be noise, but all I heard was you No matter how hard it got, you would always pull me through That light has faded, that time is wasted I don't think anything can replace it And now I'm here, indefinite Listening to the silence around me And I swear that I heard you breathe in it And all I hope is that you're feeling the same way And all I hope is that you're feeling the same way Every time that we were together I could smell the scent of forever But there's a stench in the air now, my vision is clear how Am I supposed to see the clouds oh I wish that I could turn the hands so I could turn back time I've made my bed and I've died in it I just hope that I can be with you again And say that we are definite
2.
Blur 03:17
I feel you taking over But we're a thousand miles apart I feel the air grow colder I feel your pull grow stronger And as the years fly by Do we just wait to die I need to take a moment Before my cup flows over now Don't focus on what's right It's over Let it blur Don't be scared of the light It's over It's over Don't be scared of the light And as the weeks fly by The static amplified I seem to feel a trace of energy Telling me I'll be okay That's all it takes And now we're left with an emptiness The incantation's silent, but we feel the curse hurt The knife cut painlessly But we feel the wound burn The knife cut painlessly But we feel the wound burn Don't be scared of the light It's over It's over I seem to feel a trace of energy I know You're in a better place now Hope you look down
3.
Black Box 03:26
I'm in my seat and my eyes are closed Dreaming about the world below So much unknown where I'm about to go When suddenly the sky explodes My face is buried between my knees I can only feel what's happening All the tension fades And so do I Nothing feels the same As we pass by As we pass by As the pressure drops and part of the engine stops I think I'm gonna die here And now I'm buried Beneath your feet I hope the idea is comforting We're driven by action To spark a reaction Wait for the death of us all As they queue up in a line To witness the fall All the tension fades Up in the clouds Nothing feels the same As we crash down From ten thousand feet up To six feet in the ground
4.
Aimless 03:17
There's a cloud floating over It's not so far from where you sleep It'll haunt your thoughts, planting ideas Infecting your dreams There's a mist hanging over the lands where you eat In your stomach it's feeding their lies and deceit Will you break the mold, cease control They're not the master over every bit of air we breathe Let's hide this endless trail of doubt Like whiping footsteps from the snow It wanders aimlessly, it may be there for you But it is not for me It's time, the story is over Don't get caught in the undertow It wanders aimlessly, it may be there for you But it is not for me And as it eats away, your will decays There is no fucking time You have no place here You have no place But there are new convolutions New turns on the road we walk To fight this illusion And as we open our mouths to say Their aching eyes will roll away There's a mist hanging over the lands where you eat In your stomach it's feeding their lies and deceit Will you break the mold, cease control They're not the master over every bit of air we breathe Let's hide this endless trail of doubt Like whiping footsteps from the snow It wanders aimlessly, it may be there for you But it is not for me It's time, the story is over Don't get caught in the undertow It wanders aimlessly, it may be there for you But it is not for me
5.
Colourblind 03:01
There is a creature in my mind It keeps on digging a deeper hole Carving a tunnel somewhere inside Pulling strings just to gain control I know that we're diverging It's not too late Pieces rising to the surface They fit the puzzle that builds my purpose It's in my mind and it's always hungry But I won't let this parasite define me When I look up and I feel the clarity I let it pick me up, I let it carry me Never thought that I could be so colourblind I'm in control of my own mind I know that we're diverging It's not too late Something rises to the surface Among the pieces that build my purpose It all comes down Beams of lightning Strike the places that hurt the most I've felt this before This is a known sensation, cold to the core And as the gods look down upon my soul Do they just build me up to watch me fall It's in my mind and it's always hungry But I won't let this parasite define me When I look up and I feel the clarity I let it pick me up, I let it carry me Never thought that I could be so colourblind I'm in control of my own mind When I look up and I feel the clarity I let it pick me up, I let it carry me Never thought that I could be so colourblind I'm in control of my own mind
6.
Sober 04:13
Have you ever been out Of things to break your head over The feeling fills you with doubt And though I'd rather be sober Watch me drown Break my bones in two Lay my skin to waste Cut my tongue right through I won't miss the taste And as my body falls apart I let my mind become my heart Join me in this place Where you don't need your face Have you ever been in A state of bottomless sorrow Wanna leave your skin Don't have a goal or destination I'm feeling like a train stuck at its station Should we swim forever or would you rather Watch me drown Break my bones in two Lay my skin to waste Cut my tongue right through I won't miss the taste And as my body falls apart I let my mind become my heart Join me in this place Where you don't need your face In the light of forever, the blind look free But the inside of their heads is all they can see Break my bones in two Lay my skin to waste Cut my tongue right through I won't miss the taste And as my body falls apart I let my mind become my heart Join me in this place Where you don't need your face Break my bones in two Lay my skin to waste Cut my tongue right through I won't miss the taste And as my body falls apart I let my mind become my heart Join me in this place Where you don't need your face When all you asked for is truth And they won't listen to you You feel yourself break in two Want to cut their tongue right through
7.
Breathe 03:48
When will the questions become an obsession When will you drink to health When will you save yourself Indulging into chemical blisses A drug that will make you feel Something more than real It's in your stomach screaming for more It's got you running and you stumble upon closed doors No keys, no compass No need, for justice And so I settle for sadness As people fight battles for better times It never dies, and it'll never find rest Just like you, would you settle for less And when the question becomes an obsession Will you erase yourself They're asking me to change But I don't feel that I could be the same Can we make whole And take control again Or does it end in flame Indulging into chemical blisses A drug that will make you feel Something more than real You let the question become an obsession When will you save yourself They're asking me to change But I don't feel that I could be the same Can we make whole And take control again Or does it end in flame Breathe As if it's the last breath that you'll need As if it's the last time that you'll breathe
8.
127 03:12
My throat's as dry as the air I breathe I want to move but I'm stuck underneath The weight of this boulder that fell on my shoulder As I keep thinking over and over A single sip, even just a drop To make the hallucinations stop My brain tells my eyes to see A drop of rain to kill the pain in me A drop of rain to kill the pain And should these waters never come And the sand around me is what I become No sense of time, it feels like forever One hundred and twenty seven My arm just feels like a curse now I'll have to take it off somehow Can I stand watching the blood flow At this point I'd do anything Just to get home And should these waters never come And the sand around me is what I become No sense of time, it feels like forever These one hundred and twenty seven hours Have broken me apart And should these waters never come And the sand around me is what I become No sense of time, it feels like forever One hundred and twenty seven These one hundred and twenty seven hours Have broken me in two
9.
I carry on, but I'm losing sense of direction I'm on my knees in my search for acceptance As the days go by and I find that what I left behind Was a piece of my mind and I know That I can't keep this disguise up You may have doubts but I know that we'll rise up Kill the visions that we keep seeing And I'll just say I'm alright for the time being They won't stop until there's nothing left for them to take Don't let them turn us into enemies Am I just an error in your design An imperfection between the lines Cracks in our floor Sometimes I'm trapped between four walls without a door Can't raise the bar, can't feel my heart Falling apart, falling apart To each his own, we all walk a different road But we'll pretend that we're fine for the time being Kill the visions that we keep seeing We'll just pretend that we're fine Don't let them turn us into enemies I'm just an error in your design An imperfection between the lines You said your stomach will hold the key And there is nothing in it for me You said your stomach will hold the key And there is nothing in it for me

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released June 16, 2023

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Endeavour Netherlands

Endeavour is a metalcore band that consists of four musicians from the South of The Netherlands. Through hard beating drums, memorable melodies and captivating guitar parts, Endeavour has made clear they’re a force to be reckoned with. Their music ranges from hard hitting and energetic to melodically atmospheric and catchy. It shows they’re capable of even more promising releases in the future. ... more

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